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Internal War

Another internal war to fight
This is an unreal life
Fighting all through the night
Putting up a painful strife

Pushing away the tears
Trying to hold on
Resisting all the fears
That you thought were gone

Making an empty feeling
Trying to push it away
I don稚 know how I知 dealing
I try to smile and pray

With all this that I face
I hide so deep inside
You will never see my lonely place
I will never really confide

Feeling helpless and in pain
Feeling so numb
I知 sitting alone in this rain
All I am is stupid scum

I値l just go away and be alone
Searching my own happy place
I値l be someone unknown
I値l be someone lost in space

Destiny Sadler, 22 May 2004

Mood: Sad, lonely, depressed, numb


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