-home
-personal
-resources
-family & friends
-about this site
-webrings
-guestbook
|
*The Blade*--Self Injury
ah, nice to see you again,
my sharp and shiny little friend,
On special occasions only, i use you,
and tonight is one of those nights i choose to.
I hold you up,
The deed is done,
But all of it,
Has only begun…
I scream at you,
As I throw you down,
And I hold my knees close,
My screaming the only sound…
Why do you hurt me again and again?
It’s all your fault you evil thing!
“It’s not my fault! YOU made the choice!
You can’t even listen to your own voice!
YOU hurt yourself! YOU cause you pain!
Why do you have to be so vain?
YOU cut your wrists, YOU did it, not me,
Now are you gonna use me some more,
Or can I leave?”
Nope, NO MORE! never again!
Until the next time the hurt returns…
“So shall I go or shall i stay?”
Stay, I’ll use you another day…
© Julia, 2004
|
|
